Thursday, October 28, 2004

A Little Help, Please


I am going to a new doctor tomorrow- a new shoulder orthopedic guy, and I am asking for energy to present in a positive light and say the things I want to say well enough to get what I need. I need the following:

 1) For him to listen to what I say, and not jump to any conclusions(fat women don't know their bodies).

 2) For him to understand that I've been at this thing called rehabilitation a really long time now, and it's gotten really old. 

3) If surgery might help, not to make me wait forever, while he tries this and that and runs tons of more tests (though some tests are inevitable, I'm sure)

4) That I need a psycho-somatic approach; body and mind/spirit must both be recognized and honored. They are intrinsically combined.

5)He must believe my pain is real, and not just the right arm and shoulder, but knees, back, neck, etc

 6)A referral for more physical therapy, if surgery is not forthcoming, and not to a sports-type rehab place(I need more encouragement and less go get'em tiger attitude, which turns me off badly).

7)The empowerment to ask for this in a reasonable, expectant manner without crying too much, or whining at all.  

If you receive this after 11 AM, send energy anyway. I am almost positive that time is relative and flows in several directions. I promise not to tell the doctor this tomorrow. I don't want him to catch on that I'm a little crazy until after the first visit. Thank you.  

Blessings, Margo


jadzia7667 said...

I'm sending huge rays of positive, eloquent, comforting, healing, helpful energy your way.  It's goldish, laced with blue and orange (orange is for communication) and smells faintly of sandalwood and lemon balm.  I've lit an orange and blue candle in your name, and some sandalwood incense.  Let us know how things go, please?


donah42 said...

You will be in my thoughts:)

ksquester said...

Margo, Best of luck. I will be thinking of you. REMEMBER, don't ever give up! Lovingly, Anne

csandhollow said...

positive thoughts coming your way

beethatway said...

Margo, this is my first time to post a comment in your journal although I have visited you often. I will keep you in my thoughts and send positive energy your way. Hugs to you, Tracy.

indigosunmoon said...

The best thing to do is bring that list with you to the doctor, and tell him EXACTLY what you want.  Good luck to you sweetie!

healthyatheart said...

sending good vibes your way! :) Mel

jeanno43 said...

Thinking of you and sending good wishes

ceschorr said...

hey there, thanks for the emails. have you tried acupuncture? i'm an RN(not working currently), but have used it in the past.... maybe... or chiropractic care?
blessings, sara from life withouth laundry

sharkie412 said...

LOL I wish you luck Margo. Positive energy is being sent to you :)

judithheartsong said...

You have my love and total support. Thank you for your friendship, judi

ryanagi said...

I hope all went well!!

poetmom1968 said...

I hope everything went alright.  I didn't read your entry until now, Friday night.  I'm hoping everything you wanted happened.